After i got this dream yesterday, I was thinking about that the whole day , which made me really inquisitive , and I started surfing the internet and also had a chat with my psychologist about this dream.... The answer i got about this nightmare was really interesting.....
Present nightmares can be rooted in past neglect and trauma from childhood. From lack of love, neglect, alcoholism, to severe abuse, family members can be the most destructive influence on a person's life. Nightmares may be a sign of an inner turmoil.
This fact reminded of me about my personal trauma. I stutter.It came to me as a genetic factor. Actually people think that stuttering is an usual one,which does not need any special concerns as it would be necessary for other physical disabilities. I ask them this question "How many times you stutter in a sentence ?" once or not even once. But the real stuttering happens when one stutter atleast 5 words per 7 worded sentence.. Think of the agony one will feel while speaking .... The disinterested look on the listener, the way they react in public would surely demoralize anyone . More of public humiliation and embarrassment made my life miserable. People will think a lot before giving me any responsibility. Mockings and talkings behind my back....Oh My god ... That was the worst phase of my life...The most painful moment was when i got ditched and ill treated by whole gang of my "so called friends" in my apartment for almost 10 years of my childhood life.
Moreover, My difficulty cannot be said as disability, so no concerns from any firms or government. But I believe in CHANGE. Change is inevitable. I started rediscovering myself.
Now am a good sketching artist with loads of confidence on myself. But whenever i think of my past, I still feel the pain of my inner wound. Yesterday afternoon I saw one of my old "friend" in my apartment . when i saw him/her face to face, he/she gave me the worst possible humiliating smile at me. I was thinking of that the whole day. The smile that I saw on the man's face in my dream was the same that i encountered yesterday. Oh ya...Atlast i found out the answer for my dream. Today i dint get any dreams and was probably because I was more contented with my probings about my dream......
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Saturday, January 10, 2009
A mysterious man
In a misty morning, I am walking alone on the pavement. I see a weird man in a distance, running very fast towards me, carrying a bag in his left hand. He is running so swiftly that I doubt if he notice me. He is as fast as a horse. I am perplexed by his speed that I am standing there erect without a movement. He comes near me. I am able to feel his breathe. He is gasping for air… I look at him bewildered and in a fraction of a second, Thud …….. We both are falling down forcefully on the cement pavement. Pain run through my spinal column. I am totally blacked out… Am numb, weak, and woozy. I see him… He is smiling caustically at me sitting on the spot where he fell off ... oh… oh my god, I see something moving or rather rolling towards my direction, its coming from the bag that he carried . Oh... huh... I rub my eyes with both my hands to see it properly… It’s… it’s a man’s head dappled with blood… I… I feel the chill in my spine …… Am Totally frozen…I am able to smell the blood.. Sweat trickle through my forehead …. Hell… … Oh ….I scream, but not a single hum is coming from my mouth… Am choking… Huh…Oh …. …. I feel my pulse beating fast... My vision is fading…. With a spank, I open my eyes …… I lie on the bed, almost dead and paralyzed…
Ya guys... This is the dream that I got today… I wrote it as soon I as got up, so that it remains fresh in my mind …The dream came just before I got up this morning …. …. The man I saw in my dream is a stranger... I wonder who he is...Am very eager to see him in my real life :) ... Any comment or any of your dreams as a post is welcome :)
Ya guys... This is the dream that I got today… I wrote it as soon I as got up, so that it remains fresh in my mind …The dream came just before I got up this morning …. …. The man I saw in my dream is a stranger... I wonder who he is...Am very eager to see him in my real life :) ... Any comment or any of your dreams as a post is welcome :)
Friday, January 9, 2009
The Facts
Hey... Wait a sec … Don get bored by judging the topic, guys … Everything should have a start right? So, I thought it is better to have the real facts about the dreams as the starter. Before creating this blog, I did many researches on dreams and thoughts and came to know a lot of stupendous, creepy and sometimes funny truths about the dreams that we encounter occasionally or even daily!!!
- Heard of “déjà vu”?? Yep... It is the experience of feeling sure that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously (an individual feels as though an event has already happened or has happened in the near past) Weird right??? .. This Déjà vu and Dreams are closely related to each other.
- People who become blind after birth can see images in their dreams. People who are born blind do not see any images, but have dreams equally vivid involving their other senses of sound, smell, touch and emotions.(Its true guys)
- Believe it or not, your body is virtually paralyzed during your sleep - most likely to prevent your body from acting out aspects of your dreams. According to an article on dream, “Glands begin to secrete a hormone that helps induce sleep and neurons send signals to the spinal cord which cause the body to relax and later become essentially paralyzed” (too technical yet understandable :) )
- When you are snoring, you are not dreaming. (funny but true) ...
Enough of these facts people....
I am a gal who almost daily, experience nightmares and most horrifying dreams possible. let me share few of my weird dreams with u… Comments and writings about your dreams are also welcome… :)
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